Qisshoti: ""

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

I CAN'T WAIT FOR TMR. by 11, i should be free from the clutches of examinations!! muahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!

can't wait to see my dear frens tmr. can't wait to send sya off. can't wait to go to the airport. can't wait to go to the arden sale (though i really dun wear make-up.. guess the thrill of seeing discounted items just tempts me.. haha). can't wait to be on a harry potter marathon. can't wait to read books that has been collecting dust. can't wait to go out with frens. can't wait to travel with my family.. see my siblings.. balik ke durian tunggal....can't wait to just do..... NOTHING.

but first, i have to revise for my malay studies..............................................

(happy thoughts suddenly vapourised)

---

Qisshoti: ""

Sunday, November 27, 2005

harry potter was simply FANTASTIC... those 3 actors really blossomed in their acting skills. hahah.. and hermione looked gorgeous during the yule ball. ron was hilarious BUT fred and george were definitely my starlets.. hahaha... they're downright funny! and cedric was just nice... boyishly charming. wakhakha.. i cant wait for the next movie.. it'll be darker no doubt... hmmm..maybe parents shouldnt bring their kids along.. i mean they may be too young to understand the show! (act, im just being prejudiced and underestimating the way they think :P)

so yeah, i teared a bit.. the first was when hermione was mad at ron during the yule ball. hahhaa... i cant believe i cried at that point of time... seriously, i dun know what got into me... hahah... and the second time that i cried was during the part that cedric died... when he asked harry to bring his body back........that...... was ......sad...

so anw, being in the harry pottish mood that i was in, i decided to re-read the half blood prince. hehe, actully, i just skimmed through it...nevertheless, the one thing that i gathered from the book is what dumbledore truly believed in. he believes....... in love. it's that simple. when i think back about it, it then dawned upon me that sometimes a little love will do u good....it's good to get some and give some....

thus, to break the spell of animosity, to chisel away hatred, to attain peace.. is to learn to love. perhaps, it is timely for us to do so... with our friends of every creed and race, our family members and most importantly, our Prophet and God.....

InsyaAllah, that.... can be achieved......... :)

---

Qisshoti: ""

Saturday, November 19, 2005

geog paper is on tuesday............... but i havent studied for it. havent even taken a look at the notes... havent even printed the notes... have been skipping geog lectures... have NOT been bothering to watch the webcast lectures........... have finally gotten my retribution? heh......

on a lighter note, i shall force my family to watch harry potter on friday!! yaya yayaya ayay!!! hahah.. mcm budak kecik.. but oh well, who cares... :) :) :)

exams' out to get me.. may Allah help me through. amiin!

---

Qisshoti: ""

Sunday, November 13, 2005

IRRITATING! the neighbours downstairs are blasting the volume of their boom box... AND as ive just found out, they're actually karaoke-ing.... eeeeeeeee....... i dun mind if e voice is melodically-challenged.. that can be pardoned.. BUT it goes overboard if u want the whole block to hear it!

k gd.. now they're silent.

anw, remind me to watch these movies:

1. harry potter and the goblet of fire
2. tom-yum goong
3. just like heaven
4. the exorcism of emily rose
5. the legend of zorro
6. starsky and hutch
7. lost in translation
8. the 40 year-old virgin.
9. mohabbatein

---

Qisshoti: ""

Monday, November 07, 2005

(my head is spinning from the perfume that im wearing right now)

i can't help but feel guilty AGAIN because i am deliberately skipping geog pract today for jalan raya with my dpi buddies. i've been jalan-ing for quite some time now cause my family is heeeeuuugggeee. it will take days for my family to finish jalan raya.

(my head is spinning from the perfume that im wearing right now)

and what is worse is that, i haven't been studying nor have i been progressing for the malay studies project. i hate it when u have to do schoolwork and celebrate hari raya at the same time. there will always be this trade-off between the two.. like u can't enjoy fully nor can u give ur best in ur studies... u have to make choices and i chose to celebrate and bear the consequences.

(i am suffocating !!! helllppp!!)

anw, i sleptover at my bedok house last night just so that i can have my hair cut at this shop near my place. it was totally a spontaneous decision to have my haircut today (as in this morning) cause i planned to do it after raya.. but since i promised my sis that i will have my haircut the same time as hers - and she wanted it to be done today- i have to give in lah. besides, today will prob be our only free day together. sigh.

(i need fresh air! *gasp*)

but i love my short hair! alhamdulillah...the lady waxed it so that it'll look spiky at the back... haha.. i never had my hair waxed before... so i was quite 'impressed' at how it turned out to look... hahah.. i can be such a jakun person... but in the end, it doesnt matter how she styled it cause i wear the tudong mah... hehe as for my sis, she looked like she is a character from one of those anime cartoons. hahaha... maybe i should start calling her astro girl....heheh.... if she finds out about this, she's going to kill me for sure :P

eekkks!! it's already 1 and fiza hasnt called me to tell me what time i can go over to her house! and tonight still got jalan raya..... dad's side of the family.................................. (there goes my studying.........)

(off to faint)

---

Qisshoti: ""

Sunday, November 06, 2005

i feel guilty..

for being truthful...

for informing...

for not thinking ahead...

for disrupting...

for being the salient catalyst to an ever-erratic relationship.

i feel guilty...

for tainting a name...

for having to be caught in the middle...

for going against my own principles.

God, please help ease the tension.
Astaghfirullah hal 'azim.

---

Qisshoti: ""

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

it's 620pm... and i have no idea what i'm doing in front of the computer.. blogging. sigghhh... i should learn to prioritize lah.. hmmmm...

anw, i went to tampines mall after school today. usually, i cant be bothered to 'merayap' after a day of being cooped up in school.. but today, is an exception. it is after all the eve of raya and i was reallly bent in getting a new house phone..since the old one at home is starting to spoil. notice the word, starting. hahaha.. it's not really spoilt act..it can still function well but it's just that i love the phone sooo much i dun want it to spoil any further. so to prevent it from being reallly spoilt, id figure i go get a new one to replace it. hahaha(bizarre logic, dun u think so?)

i cant believe this whole entry is dedicated to talking abt my house phone. hahahaha... anw, my old phone has been with me for a decade now, so it definitely has sentimental values attached. hhaha.. like for instance, i used to talk on the phone with ezaida really long.. and i used to slam the phone down many times cause i will get some crank calls by some ppl from primary school. hahahahah.. those were the days man...

so yup, anw, i bought an 'ancient-looking' (thats what the package said :P) phone which lights up when being used (i think it just spoils the whole vintage look. bleargh). costed me $39.90 after discount (bought it at courts by the way). wanted to get lars and ivan's model but.............. the design was too rigid. hmmpmm..i think that we consumers deserve better phone designs!!! haha..yarh, thats all i wanna say............................

heehee.... my train of thought is entailed by madness.. k lah, gtg siap2 for buka AND raya... EID MUBARAK ya akhawat. maassalamah wa ilal liqa'.

---